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Chocolatey
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Ciara Nelson aka "Chocolatey"
Pittsburg, Pa.
"I am a single mother of two boys. I picked up writing just from going through alot of things as a young girl. Writing was my release for everything from sex to anger. It made me feel better, and it still does. I am a hardworking young woman who wants to share some of my thoughts and feelings with the world."myspace/indulgenthis

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Ciara is one of the earliest contributors to the site. She is also a strong participant in the topcatlive forum, where she goes by "indulgenthis"
One and Only
I'm waiting in the dark for your call.
Am I foolish for even waiting at all?
You've done things that I can't forget.
And I've comforted myself to many times as I've wept.
I've wondered why it's so hard for you to remain true,
When you have all this love inside of you.
I've thought of why you had to go and sleep with another.
We switch places, now I'm supposed to be your lover?
I am struggling to let you go,
All the while my heart is telling me no.
I ache because of how you've hurt me.
You left me when I'm down.
I have your children, and that's all from you.
Seems like I'm always chasing you around
I'm hurting so deeply, but no one ever see me frown.
But you see the truth in my eyes that's trying not to be found.
So why do you choose to hurt me so?
Will you abuse me until I can't take anymore?
If I let you, I'm sure you will.
Because you don't think with your heart and we're climbing different hills.
It hurts to know we're separating, subduing to the worlds myth.
That we couldn't keep such a powerful love together,
And we'd end up just like this.
Our hearts are apart and growing in distance.
But I can still feel you, as if we're fenced in.
I still hope to end tonight with your kisses.
But I know those are just my wishes.
God couldn't be God if he'd always give in every time he had a good listen.
This I know, pain is for the living.
And our lives need more forgiveness.
How about it?
You know I crave you like vodka with alcoholics.
You're my number one flavor.
Guess I'm just trying to savor,
All of you that I can.
Life has taught me to be wise.
Loving you opened my eyes.
I watch my own back now, and it feels so damn lonely,
Now that I've lost my one and only.


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Indulgenthis
written by Ciara baby on July 20, 2008

Taste the tip of my tongue

Shivers of tickled rain run down my breast bone

The senses in my body are at full attention

Completely secluded and alone

The midnight gazes on to witness the act

Skins so soft, so black

And in the midnight it glistens

I lay down still, and u give my body a listen

I can feel it telling u what I need

Giving away my secrets

Breath temporarily increasing in speed

Ready to explore you in the deepest

Manner of the sense,

Alive all over,

Thoughts completely dense

And u are on offense

Im begging for a perfect score

Give me what I've been waiting for

Lips teasing at the tip of my peach

Inhaling my scent, smiling at me

I want to moan like a whore in an orgasmic fit

I want your hands in my hair, with a fist full of it

I want to mesh our bodies together like a well blended drink

I want you to push yourself inside this groove, and make my entire world blink

Drain me until the sun comes to greet us with heat

Consumed in passion, sucking my ankles, and kissing my feet

My body has an a serious tremor

As more orgasms are front door delivered

The moon is watching closely

On all the inclement things we have been doing

Lips sore, top and bottom

Well worth the pain, you gave me pleasure

In an extreme amount, with much to measure





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